well i am just ridiculously pleased

So guess what I got for my Infinite Secret Santa? Oh, that’s right: SOMEONE WRITING KIM MYUNGSOO EXACTLY THE WAY I SEE HIM. I flailed my way through it because every bit of it is so Myungsoo and it’s exactlyexactlyexactly how I would imagine him and Sungyeol to be if they were ever really together. This Myungsoo is so intense in his love and so hungry for every bit of Sungyeol and it’s just so him I could cry.

Also it reminded me of how much I relate to this child and how I think this is totally how I would be if I was ever in love and I've never been in love so maybe I'm wrong about that--maybe I would be a whole lot more mellow, but idk I just feel like I would have a hard time feeling secure in anyone else's love and I would always want moremoremore because I am obsessive and probably pretty pathetic and anyway I'm going to shut up now.

Anyway. I’m very pleased with it. It is short but it is perfect. Go forth and bask in Myungsoo’s pathetic, all-consuming love for his bff.