well i am just ridiculously pleased

[lirazel]

So guess what I got for my Infinite Secret Santa? Oh, that’s right: SOMEONE WRITING KIM MYUNGSOO EXACTLY THE WAY I SEE HIM. I flailed my way through it because every bit of it is so Myungsoo and it’s exactlyexactlyexactly how I would imagine him and Sungyeol to be if they were ever really together. This Myungsoo is so intense in his love and so hungry for every bit of Sungyeol and it’s just so him I could cry.

Also it reminded me of how much I relate to this child and how I think this is totally how I would be if I was ever in love and I've never been in love so maybe I'm wrong about that--maybe I would be a whole lot more mellow, but idk I just feel like I would have a hard time feeling secure in anyone else's love and I would always want moremoremore because I am obsessive and probably pretty pathetic and anyway I'm going to shut up now.

Anyway. I’m very pleased with it. It is short but it is perfect. Go forth and bask in Myungsoo’s pathetic, all-consuming love for his bff.

Comments

[theramble.livejournal.com]

i haven't read the fic yet but i identify with what you describe here 100%. i've never been in love either but i'm pretty much like that in non-romantic relationships, which, yikes, things i hate about myself, and anyway i'm going to shut up now, too, but sympathy to you and myungsoo is the point of this???

[penny-lane-42.livejournal.com]

I used to be this way in friendships but now I'm like 'who needs friendships I am alone with my books and my writing and my TV and my boy band and that is all I need.' One of the ways depression hardened me.

[theramble.livejournal.com]

i don't know if 'hardened' is in a good way or not but my wish is that life gives you whatever you can feel content about. ♥

[kwritten.livejournal.com]

It's brilliant.

And yes I overidentify with that precious monster in exactly the same ways and reading some of the intense detail of insecurity that is SO TRUE was a little unnerving.

[penny-lane-42.livejournal.com]

I started reading it and just was not prepared for how intensely I would approve of how s/he wrote Myungsoo. PERFECT MYUNGSOO WRITING IS HARD TO FIND.

I know! It's hard to see yourself like that!

[kwritten.livejournal.com]

I BELIEVE YOU.

Super surreal, yo. That yearning s/he did with perfection? GET OUT OF MY HEAD, DERPY-FACE!

[psyyfish.livejournal.com]

This post further proves my theory that you and Myungsoo are perfect for each other.

Don't deny it.

You are destined for each other. You'd be both obsessed with each other.

[penny-lane-42.livejournal.com]

Honestly, though, I think we're too alike to work? I've thought, 'What if I find someone who's too intense like me?' before, but I think it would maybe be too much. As for Myungsoo, he's a little kid (personality-wise) and I'm terribly impractical a lot of the time, there would be no grown-up in that relationship and who would get things done? I think it would not work out very well.

[laeryn.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you got a great SS fic omg. I have read it and it's really good but I think it broke my heart a little bit, lol. It's Myungsoo and I'm overprotective of him and ugh ugh I just want someone to love him the way HE needs to be loved :( ok, yes: I do have too many Myungsoo feelings, what is new. BUT IT WAS INDEED REALLY GOOD <3

[penny-lane-42.livejournal.com]

No, I totally understand. Like, when I read fics like that I want to grab Sungyeol by the shoulders and scream in his face JUST LOVE HIM BACK OKAY? I don't understand how someone who loved Myungsoo wouldn't want to cuddle him constantly and spoil him and just cater to his every whim. But I try to remind myself that everyone's not like me (and Myungsoo gah we're so alike) and that people show love differently and that if Sungyeol's really uncomfortable with it, he shouldn't have to completely change himself for Myungsoo--they should both compromise. But it breaks my heart anyway. Precious baby monster. He just wants all the love and I really do want him to have it!

Have you gotten your gift yet? Did you ask for Hojong?

[laeryn.livejournal.com]

he shouldn't have to completely change himself for Myungsoo--they should both compromise. But it breaks my heart anyway.

This. Still breaks my heart, lol. Idk. It's Myungsoo. I just want to hug him all day long so it's hard to wrap my mind around any other thing. Funnily enough, I'm pretty Sungyeol-like about skinship/so on (let's not talk about PDA) but there's people with whom I just act COMPLETELY different (as in, I BECOME MYUNGSOO LOL) and I'm sure Myungsoo would be that exception because, you know, he so so so needs the love and ugh, HE IS SO ADORABLE AND CUTE AND I JUST WANT TO KIDNAP THAT KID AND GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER (or hope that Dongwoo can do it instead. Which, I hope, HE DOES. EVERY DAY. HE BETTER DO). God. Someone stop me, I'm obssesed, lol. "Precious baby monster" IS PERFECT HAHAHA. Love it.

Not yet! But yeeeees, I asked for Hojong, and I'm sort of hoping I get it? I did give two other choices (I think yadong and either myungyeol or wooyeol I don't remember), but I wish it was Hojong because THERE IS A SERIOUS LACK OF HOJONG OUT THERE DDDD: I can't wait to read miiiiine :D

[penny-lane-42.livejournal.com]

HE IS SO ADORABLE AND CUTE AND I JUST WANT TO KIDNAP THAT KID AND GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER (or hope that Dongwoo can do it instead. Which, I hope, HE DOES. EVERY DAY. HE BETTER DO).

I KNOOOOOOOOOW. I want to kiss his precious little face forever like you do a baby! And give him all the cuddles and love and tease him and feed him all the whatever-he's-obsessed-with at the moment and shower him with every bit of love. I certainly hope Dongwoo gives him all the hugs and that someday he finds someone who will just immerse him in the affection he wants. HE'S SO ADORABLE SOMEONE SHOULD LOVE HIM SO HARD.

I hope you get Hojong, too! There is never enough Hojong in the world! I WANTS IT. *grabby hands*