第五年第一百二十八天

May. 19th, 2026 07:38 am
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艹 part 14
萤, firefly; 萨, bodhisattva; 落, to fall pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrad=140

语法
4.5 part 2 而, and/for (why are these two different usages grouped together)
https://www.digmandarin.com/hsk-4-grammar

词汇
差点, almost/not good enough (pinyin in tags)
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/

Guardian:
我落入地缝之中之后, after I fell into the crevice
你们都说这个人是真正的周薇薇,而那个她只是一团虚影, you all say this one is the real Zhou Weiwei and the one over there is just a shadow
对对对,你是我哥哥,你不说我都差点忘了, oh yes, you're my big brother, I would almost have forgotten if you hadn't said so

Me:
我先是我,才是任何,日升日落,星星闪烁🎵
小心啊,你差点踩了我的脚!

Beers and cheeses

May. 18th, 2026 11:35 pm
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Beer festival this evening, I had three cheeses on the platter:

  • Cornish Yarg
  • Pecorino
  • Mayfield (a swiss cheese, excellently tasty, a+ would eat again)

I also had four different 0.5% beers, all them also vegan[1], of which the standout was Mash Gang's Lesser Evil, a chocolate cherry stout with a lovely complex set of flavours to it. (I have already ordered some cans for home consumption ...)

Honourable mention goes to Heaps Normal's Half Day Hazy, which I thoroughly enjoyed.

Infinite Session's Infinite IPA and Hepworth's Aztec were fine but I didn't love them.

Others I particularly want to try this week from the no-alcohol list

[1] I am not vegan but I sometimes drink with people who are, and the intersection of vegan and no-alcohol beers is not large

Umineko: When they Cry

May. 19th, 2026 05:48 am
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I've been watching a Let's Play of the classic, epic Japanese visual novel "Umineko: When they Cry" by Ryukishi07, and am currently up to Episode 5 of 8. I'm quite enjoying it but it's LONG. The LP is 168 episodes which are 30 minutes to two hours long.

I'll try and write a proper review when I'm finally done, since the story keeps reinventing itself, but so far it's a family drama and murder mystery with supernatural elements, which explores events from different angles in ways which cleverly play around with narrative, both from a storytelling perspective and as a way of exploring how people view the world and each other in different ways.

It's very much worth going into unspoiled if you are interested. But content warnings for violence and gore (mostly just text), suicide, child abuse (well written but harrowing), gender essentialism, male gazey character designs and and "joking" perviness (sometimes condoned by the narrative, though it's better about female characters than you might initially assume)

No unambiguous consent issues so far asides from some rape jokes but it feels like the kind of story where that could definitely be a Thing.

I'm watching Jokrono's let's play, which involves two young male gamers sometimes being thoughtlessly Unfortunate, especially about Japan. I'm sure there's others out there but this is the one I was recced and I'm overall enjoying it.

Just cut for length, no spoilers )

Books read, early May

May. 18th, 2026 04:31 pm
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Lois McMaster Bujold, Dark Sight Dare. Kindle. This is a very nice novella. It is not twisty, it is not startling, it is a very kind story about people doing their best with difficult circumstances. I don't think it's the best place to begin the series, but it's a pleasant addition thereto.

William Dalrymple, Return of a King: the Battle for Afghanistan, 1839-42. Kindle. It's a really useful and thoughtful book, but what it is not is uplifting. Great Game my arse. Anyway it's still worth knowing this stuff, it affects the modern world and remains interesting.

Sylviane A. Diouf, Slavery's Exiles: The Story of the American Maroons. Oh this was so good. Oh my goodness, this was so good. Again not with the uplifting, except that in some ways it was, that people's determination to free themselves and their families was actually pretty wonderful, and hearing the details of how they did it--this should be taught in more schools all over North America, this was absolutely great. Some people fled completely naked! They just got out, and reading about their communities and lives was really neat.

Paul Farmer, AIDS and Accusation: Haiti and the Geography of Blame. Kindle. I was on vacation! I'm so much fun to take on vacation! This is a book about the early AIDS epidemic in Haiti and featuring Haitians abroad, and it does actual math and science about how the Haitian people were far, far more sinned against than sinning here. Not fun times but useful to know--and Farmer wrote a new preface about dealing with new pandemics, alas that he should have to.

Margaret Frazer, Shakespeare's Mousetrap. Kindle. The supposed secret history of Titus Andronicus and its role in (fictional) actual murder; I think this is my least favorite of her shorts, and probably I should just stop reading them, completeness is not an unmixed virtue.

Sarah Gristwood, Blood Sisters: The Women Behind the Wars of the Roses. Kindle. Queens and princesses and what they did and where they went, not enough breadth in my opinion but still better than nothing.

Reece Jones, Violent Borders: Refugees and the Right to Move. Kindle. This is a book from about ten years ago, and it's heartbreaking how real and deadly these problems already were then, and how much worse now.

W.F. Kirby, The Hero of Esthonia and Other Studies in the Romantic Literature of That Country. Kindle. You can probably tell from the way this is titled that it is a quite old book. It maddeningly is not the Kalevipoeg but rather a sort of summary of the Kalevipoeg. Kirby blithely informs us that he has omitted many irrelevant passages, some of which might have been of great interest to me, but this is very much a beggars/choosers situation. It exists, I could read this much at least, welp.

E.C.R. Lorac, Murder in Vienna. Kindle. Golden Age puzzle-type mystery. I did not bond with any of the characters, but it rattled along reasonably well and I will keep reading this author.

Casey McQuiston, The Pairing. Kindle. I continue to explore the boundaries of what romance I might like, and the answer here is: eh. It was briskly written, it was amusing, it was fine on a train...and I continued to want the character relationships with other people to matter.

Linda Proud, Pallas and the Centaur. Kindle. Second book in her "Botticelli trilogy," historical fiction set during the Italian Renaissance. This is mostly not fantasy (no centaurs were harmed in the making of this book) except for the bit where someone might be possessed by a deity from antiquity. I think it will work better if you've read the first one, so you know what she's doing with her fictional central characters in the middle of all the real historical figures.

Brett Rushforth, Bonds of Alliance: Indigenous and Atlantic Slaveries in New France. I didn't set out to have a slavery theme in the nonfiction reading in this fortnight, but I found this in the Museum of Archaeology and History in Montreal and knew I wouldn't find it again readily. It was really good at nuance and variation in ways that were extremely informative.

D.E. Stevenson, Miss Buncle Married. Kindle. The second in its very light series, and don't start with this one; you'll enjoy the central characters more if you have the perspective on where they started. Short. Fun.

Arkady and Boris Strugatsky, Monday Starts on Saturday. Kindle. A reread technicality: this is a very different, and much better, translation than the one I read a few decades ago. I feel like this is particularly crucial for speculative satire. Luckily for me, this edition translates the title as "starts" whereas the other translates it as "begins," so it will be easy to keep track of which one I want. Surreal and funny.

Claire Tomalin, Samuel Pepys. Kindle. I read this because I trust Claire Tomalin as a biographer, not because I have a particularly keen interest in Pepys, and it did not disappoint. Her sense of context, her ability to be thoughtfully positive where possible without losing track of her subject's flaws--she's one of the best in the business, and this is an interesting book even if you're not completely fascinated with Pepys.

Anthony Trollope, Doctor Thorne. Kindle. The ending spelled itself out in such clear detail from the outset that I can't really say it's one of my favorite Trollopes, but it's not one of my least favorites either, as he wasn't notably bigoted in any particular direction--and in fact he seemed to be arguing for acceptance of "illegitimate" children as full members of society. It was a reasonable thing to read on a plane.

Vanessa Walters, The Lagos Wife. A thriller set in Nigeria among the foreign-born wives of wealthy Nigerians. While the twist ending wasn't my favorite, the multiplicity of cultural perspectives was exquisitely well-done and nuanced. I'll keep an eye out for anything else Walters chooses to do.

Monday Word: Gantry

May. 18th, 2026 05:22 pm
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gantry [gan-tree]

noun

1. a framework spanning a railroad track or tracks for displaying signals.

2. any of various spanning frameworks, as a bridge-like portion of certain cranes.

3. a frame consisting of scaffolds on various levels used to erect vertically launched rockets and spacecraft.

4. a frame-like stand for supporting a barrel or cask.

examples
1. "On the field there were a couple of large gantry cranes, a rocket pad, three warehouses, a truck garage, and a dormitory." The Dispossessed by Ursula K. Le Guin.

2. Inspired by natural cave formations, the 6-meter (20-feet) tall, 50-square-meter (538-square-foot) house took just 14 days to print on site — from foundation to rooftop parapet — using a giant gantry printer, says Igarashi. Rebecca Cairns, CNN Money, 7 May 2026

origin
Middle English gauntree, reshaping of ganter, borrowed from Anglo-French ganter (Old French —Picard— gantier, Old French chantier), going back to Latin cantērius, canthērius "horse of poor quality, rafter, prop for vines," akin to Greek kanthḗlia "panniers," (ónos) kanthḗlios "pack ass," both loanwords from an undetermined Mediterranean language

gantry

A cultural day (Saturday the 16th)

May. 18th, 2026 04:28 pm
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The first part of Saturday was the usual Tai Chi (back to the park!) and ringing. After a long lunch on the Greenway (watching the throngs of people who were out in the pleasant weather), I went to Roxbury to participate in the readathon of Malcolm X's autobiography.
https://malcolmxreadathonboston.com/
Someone at the walk for peace on Mother's Day had handed me a card publicizing it. I decided to treat a mass-produced outreach as a personal invitation. The card implied that people would read for two minutes at a time. It turned out to be more like about five minutes, and since we were in 12-reader cohorts, I ended up sitting on the dais for about an hour at one of my tired times of day. I managed not to fall asleep. The elementary school kid waiting for her turn did nap leaning against her mother. She read well, as did most of the others, but there was one guy who kept tripping over words he didn't know. One of those was "conk." All of the elderly folks with us knew it from memory, and I knew it from art. There were a couple of scenes in Spike Lee's biopic about Malcolm in which he was having it put on (originally) or later shaved off.
And there's a line in Fats Waller's "You're a viper" that mentions it in passing



After that I took the #1 bus its whole length, from Nubian Square to Harvard Square. We made surprisingly good time, only 40 minutes. I got a sandwich, didn't buy food for a person trying to get Clover to give her some for free (I'm not always a nice person), and then met a friend at Sanders Theater for a concert by the Handel and Hayden society. I had been in Memorial Hall (at Harvard) several times in the past, but never noticed the plaque for Arthur Buckminster Fuller. I thought that it couldn't be a coincidence, and it wasn't - he was the grandfather of the one who was famous in the 20th century. Also, I hadn't made the connection between Margaret Fuller and the trendy architect, but she was his great aunt.
The concert was a fairly small group of instrumentalists and four singers doing a couple of Bach cantatas, Brandenberg #6, and a nice thing by Telemann. Pretty. A lot of the texts struck me as "death death death, but it's OK because of Jesus." Maybe there was more nuance. We were in seats fairly close to the stage and I spent a lot of time watching the faces of the singers. The soprano looked pained a lot of the time. I eventually decided that the spotlight was shining directly in her eyes and she was kind of squinting. She sounded great, but that was distracting. The counter-tenor seemed to be more into the music than the other singers (all of whom were great, no shade in that regard). He was kind of vibing along when the recorder and oboe were playing in the Telemann, smiling while listening in other times. Those two are USians. The tenor and bass singers are Brits and it made me ponder on the set-up for performers of Early (ish) music. The bios of all four listed guest appearances around the US and Europe. Boston is a big place for music. Can we not have people live and perform here without flying around? I have no idea how the market for singers works. How about London? New York? Is travel really required?
Reminded again that I like theorbo better than lute, although I see the advantage of something a little more conveniently sized. That's one of the other cool things about the Boston area. One can see/here authentic instruments regularly.

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May. 18th, 2026 02:17 pm
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Had some orange blossom tea. When I went out this morning to swim there was broken glass on the floor in front of my apt door. I didn't see it in front of anybody else's door. I'm just glad I didn't cut my foot open. I know some people here don't like me but that is so messed up.
I'm going to make pasta for dinner tonight so I had to go to Trader Joe to get tomatoes.

mammogram

May. 18th, 2026 04:24 pm
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When my doctor told me to get a mammogram, she warned me they were scheduling months in advance. Instead, when I logged on to MyChart yesterday, it offered a lot of appointments in the next few days, including several this afternoon at a nearby location.

I had nothing else planned for this afternoon, so I made an appointment for this afternoon, a convenient trolley ride from home. Unfortunately, it didn't warn me that I would have to climb a couple of flights of stairs, because the building elevator has been out of service since May 4. The mammogram itself was uncomfortable, but not as bad as I had expected. I think the main difference is that it was quicker than last time, which may be because they were using better machinery than the last few times.
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Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
Pairings/Characters: Dazai Osamu/Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Dazai Osamu & Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Length: 57,127 words
Creator Links: [archiveofourown.org profile] valleykey
Theme: journey & travel, trans & non-binary characters, ambiguous relationships, non-sexual intimacy, road trips, hurt/comfort

Summary: Fyodor’s weak heart thuds violently within its cage of flesh and bone, ba-thump. Dazai’s knife kisses cold on the skin of their throat. They swallow, and the bob of their Adam’s apple against it draws blood.

“Alright,” Fyodor decides, “let’s find a way to die.”

// In the Decay’s aftermath, Fyodor and Dazai quietly slip through the cracks, and set on a journey.

Reccer's Notes: After Fyodor’s defeat, Dazai agrees to a double suicide instead of killing him and the two set off on an unexpected road trip. It’s a fantastic exploration of Dazai and Fyodor’s characters and their relationship. The themes of recovery, philosophy, religion, disability, gender, mental health issues, codependency, and intimacy are handled beautifully, and the writing is absolutely gorgeous <3

Content Notes: suicidal ideation, suicide attempts, self harm, right to suicide stuff, progressive & disabling genetic condition, religious elements, codependency, more detailed content notes in the author's notes

Fanwork Links: tell me we do not live in vain

Nomination Clarifications #1

May. 18th, 2026 03:41 pm
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Made Of by Aurora Levins Morales

May. 18th, 2026 01:37 pm
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We are made of the mineral dust of stars and every molecule of us burns with the memory of vastness and splendor. We are living constellations, minute fiery suns, each of us with our orbiting miraculous worlds, our silent moons, all born from the hunger of atoms to embrace. Our light reaches beyond us, through the beautiful dark, through the universe without end. Everything that exists, has existed, will ever exist in all the unimaginable folded flower of time is holy, and there is nothing ever and anywhere that is not Spirit.
 
We are made of earth, small seeds, dreams of photosynthesis, curled inside brown husks, made to crack painfully from our shells, to push heavy soil aside, to move, stubborn and fragile toward our destinies, into sun and rain. To break and grow green, break and flower, to be trees of life, and fall broken onto the ground becoming rich humus full green unbroken dreams. Everything that is, we turn into ourselves and give back as soil. Give back as oxygen. What we breathe is each other. Nothing that lives is alone.
 
We are made of water: salty rivers run in our veins, lymph ebbs and swells, saliva and tears leak into the air and dry. We are always changing: wide seas into clouds, rain into puddles, rivers into muddy fields that run along ditches into the sea. We flow, freeze, boil, rise, disperse, are hurled this way and that. We declare that we are the blue edge of glaciers, the great ocean swell, stagnant teeming ponds, months long tropical downpours, the delicate tracery of frost on a dry leaf, rusty drip of a faucet. We are the shape of what's happened to us. We are caught up in doing, and whirl through our lives, suffering, joyful, filled with doubt. And yet we return to ourselves again and again, to the Self that is all there is. We are made of water, called to find our true level by that great force of love we call gravity. We are made to trust our destination. We are not lost.

Photo cross-post

May. 18th, 2026 02:05 pm
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Bath time is going as well as can be expected.
Original is here on Pixelfed.scot.

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Take five books off your bookshelf: I took 5 fairly random books from the various piles around the room I am in.

First sentence from Book no 1: 'Two women had arranged to have tea together, in the flat of one of them which was in a rather distant and not so fashionable quarter of the Left Bank'.

Last sentence from page 50 of Book no 2 -- last sentence on page fifty: 'Eleanor wrote that their great difficulty would be in managing their first break with their friends'.

Second sentence on page 100 of Book no 3: 'Canfield was polite, softening his rejection by saying if Sybille were to write a full-length novel one day he would be pleased to read it'.

Next to the last sentence on p 150 of book no 4: 'Because it's true, you know--he's not like any of them, he's completely alien to that whole bright, corrupt court'.

Final sentence of book 5: 'We have many more evenings before us if we want them'.

Make these sentences into a paragraph:

Two women had arranged to have tea together, in the flat of one of them which was in a rather distant and not so fashionable quarter of the Left Bank. Eleanor wrote that their great difficulty would be in managing their first break with their friends. Canfield was polite, softening his rejection by saying if Sybille were to write a full-length novel one day he would be pleased to read it. Because it's true, you know--he's not like any of them, he's completely alien to that whole bright, corrupt court. We have many more evenings before us if we want them.

I don't think any rearrangement would make that make any more sense

1: Beyond This Limit: Selected Shorter Fiction of Naomi Mitchison (I skipped the editorial introduction.)
2. Mary Gordon, Chase of the Wild Goose (about the Ladies of Llangollen).
3. Selina Hastings, Sybille Bedford: an appetite for life
4. Pamela Dean, Tam Lin
4. Barbara Pym, Jane and Prudence.

🔊 Daily music

May. 18th, 2026 02:00 pm
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@ Spotify

Can you speak, can you call my name
Take my hand
Maybe we could be together somehow
Jumping in but I’m so afraid
I feel the rush but I’m rising to the surface now

But you say go deeper
Go deeper
Take me deeper into your love
You say go deeper
Go deeper
Fall deeper into me
🎤
Even Beyond Even Beyond - Deeper
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Fandom: Schitt's Creek
Pairings/Characters: David Rose/Patrick Brewer
Rating: Mature
Length: 30758 words, 2:56h podfic
Creator Links: written by [archiveofourown.org profile] MoreHuman, podfic available by [archiveofourown.org profile] Amanita_Fierce
Theme: Journey & Travel, Canon LGBTQ+ characters, AU

Summary:
It’s an attractive thought, that changing your life could be as easy as doing a hard thing.

Instead of moving to Schitt’s Creek, Patrick decides to hike fifteen hundred miles of the Pacific Crest Trail, through the wilderness, alone. He ends up meeting someone else with something to prove.

Reccer's Notes:
This someone, obviously, being David Rose. The story has them meeting while both solo-hiking the PCT and running into each other again and again. The "Journey and Travel" part is not just a backdrop for a different first meeting and getting together. Instead, the difficulties they face on their journey feel true to my experience of long distance hiking in spirit if not in detail, loving and awe-inspiring descriptions of the landscape included.

The fic also inspired a very well produced podfic that is 100% worth listening to if you like podfics.

Fanwork Links: Fifteen Hundred Miles on ao3
podfic of Fifteen Hundred Miles on ao3

Birdfeeding

May. 18th, 2026 01:49 pm
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Today is cloudy, mild, and wet. It has varied between light rain, pouring rain, and "the air is water" outside. We need the rain, though.

I fed the birds. I haven't seen any.

EDIT 5/18/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

I've seen a fox squirrel at the hopper feeder, and a few small birds.

EDIT 5/18/26 -- I did more work around the patio.

EDIT 5/18/26 -- I did more work around the patio.

It's still drizzling on and off.

I am done for the night.

Poem: "A Spark in the Dark"

May. 18th, 2026 01:33 pm
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This poem came out of the May 2026 [community profile] crowdfunding Creative Jam. It was inspired by a prompt from [personal profile] siliconshaman. It also fills the "wait" square in my 5-1-26 card for the Greek Myth Fest bingo. This poem belongs to the Blueshift Troupers series.

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