Terminal exhaustion with no reason behind it--exactly. I hate that you're going through it, too.
Hey, I love Chik-fil-A. And they have beyond awesome lemonade.
but I hate HAVING to get presents. So that type of guilt-inducing holiday just sucks the life out of me.
EXACTLY.
My sister and some friends just invited me out to see a play tonight--and came up with some lame excuse to get out of it--because really, I just want to lay in my pajamas and play on the internet while Battlestar Galactica plays on the TV.
We're living parallel existences. Maybe there are many copies, and we're both the same person.
But seriously--British TV demands nothing from me. I don't have to go out and look for it, it's right there on the computer. I think I'd be very good at being in a relationship, actually (I was being flip when I said that) because I like to take care of people emotionally and be taken care of as well, and also I find it impossible to hold grudges, but it's the finding someone that is just the most overwhelming thing in the world. SCARY. And I don't even interact with people not-at-work anymore, so where I would meet someone? Ugh. Gonna stay at home and be in love with fictional characters instead.
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Hey, I love Chik-fil-A. And they have beyond awesome lemonade.
but I hate HAVING to get presents. So that type of guilt-inducing holiday just sucks the life out of me.
EXACTLY.
My sister and some friends just invited me out to see a play tonight--and came up with some lame excuse to get out of it--because really, I just want to lay in my pajamas and play on the internet while Battlestar Galactica plays on the TV.
We're living parallel existences. Maybe there are many copies, and we're both the same person.
But seriously--British TV demands nothing from me. I don't have to go out and look for it, it's right there on the computer. I think I'd be very good at being in a relationship, actually (I was being flip when I said that) because I like to take care of people emotionally and be taken care of as well, and also I find it impossible to hold grudges, but it's the finding someone that is just the most overwhelming thing in the world. SCARY. And I don't even interact with people not-at-work anymore, so where I would meet someone? Ugh. Gonna stay at home and be in love with fictional characters instead.