you know your like all kinds of crazy smart right? i need to send this to so many people in my life. i hate how people treat me sometimes like my feelings about something are wrong. that i'm not feeling things correctly.

and thats something i've noticed in buffy. everyone on that show feels differently. there no right or wrong but some people (xander and captain cardboard. to name a few) feel like they are entitled to tell people that what they feel is wrong. which is wrong. its like polyester polka dotted elastic wasted pants pared with sandals AND MISS-MATCHES SOCKS WRONG.

i may agree on some characters actions and so forth but i can appreciate the way that they act with their feelings. i can understand and respect buffy being closed off sometimes. (who the hell says she lost the ability to love???? thats insane! all her actions are filled with love.)



i love how full of emotian and passion spike is.

i love how forgiving and sweet tara is.

how deeply innocent anya really is ( shes just so... me. we see the world a lot differently then people and we dont understand why things happen the way they do. for example yes anya understands people die. she gets that. she isnt stupid. she just doesnt understand the feelings you have when someone you knew someone who MATTERED dies. she doesnt get why it had to happen then . to that person. she and i just are so insanely on the same wave length. all her amazing speeches always leave me sobbing and going yes! yes! like her speech on humans? SPOT ON. )

i love everyone on buffy. except riley. he's an ass. and a boring one at that.