lirazel: Phryne Fisher in profile ([tv] lady sleuth)
lirazel ([personal profile] lirazel) wrote2024-11-06 10:21 am

what i'm reading 6/11/2024

Life goes on. I keep reading.

What I finished:

+ Dead Wake, about the sinking of the Lusitania. Like the author, I had the idea that the sinking lead directly to the US entering WWI, which proves I had no idea what year the boat was sunk, since I did know that the US didn't enter until 1917. But no, there was a lag of several years between the sinking and the US joining the war.

Larson is great at creating suspense even when you know what's going to happen, and he does this by focusing on specific people and making you anxious about their fates. Lots of excellent detail, including what it was like in a U-boat (in a word: HELL).

Erik Larson continues to be an excellent writer with an admirable commitment to research. Colleagues who worked with him on his latest book say he is also a very kind person who looooves archives. So. That is nice to know.

I will continue my project to read all of his books, but...maybe later. That's enough death and destruction for the moment.

+ A Matter of Justice, number 11 in the Ian Rutledge series of historical mysteries set in post-WWI Britain. All of these books are basically the same (our traumatized hero investigates a murder in a small British town and uncovers local trauma in the process), but it's a good palate cleanser int hat sense. The books have just enough heft to not feel slight or fluffy, but not so much that they aren't an easy read.

+ Not Quite a Husband by Sherry Thomas. I don't know, y'all. Why do I keep reading romance novels when most of them don't work for me? Because the few that really do work for me, I treasure!

I was drawn to this one because I heard it was a noona romance about an estranged couple and...that's my jam. And there's a lot I dig here: the heroine is a very prickly, traumatized woman who is difficult to love, but the younger hero has been in love with her since literal childhood. YES PLEASE.

But as usual with romance, the execution didn't quite work for me. I was more interested in the stuff I only saw in flashback than in what was happening in the present day. Also in the present day: we're in colonial India. There's no overt racism here or any colonial rahrah-ing, but the drama of the book involves an uprising, and frankly, it is difficult for me not to root for the rebels even though I'm supposed to be rooting for the Raj simply because our leads are trapped in a fort with them and we don't want them to die. I can read a historical novel set in the UK and essentially set to the side all the stuff I know about injustice simply because it reads like a fantasy to me. But I cannot do that when the characters are running around in a colonized zone.

Also, there was a kink thing that I was just not happy about:
Both of these characters keep having sex with each other when the other one is asleep! And they have not talked about it before time! But the story doesn't seem to think this is rape even though it objectively is!

I get that romance novels are for sexual fantasies, and I am not judging people who are into the whole somnophilia thing. But it is not for me!


That said, it was well-written and would probably be a great read for someone who clicks more with romance novels.

+ Jane of Lantern Hill. This is a reread, but it's one of my lesser-read Montgomerys, so I didn't remember all the details. It's basically the little girl version of The Blue Castle with a Parent Trap twist.

Here's what I wrote about it in the L.M. Montgomery group on Tumblr:

I'm rereading Jane of Lantern Hill for the first time in a long time, and a friend just read The Blue Castle for the first time, and it has occurred to me that L.M. Montgomery was really most interested in telling the story of someone who has lived a small, cramped, starved life going somewhere full of abundance where people love her and she can learn to be happy. She's so very good at recreating the stifling feeling of that cramped life that it's cathartic when the landscape finally opens up around the character and both you and she can start to breathe. Her stories are wish-fulfillment, but they always feel earned because the closed-off beginning feels so realistic and because the transformation into new life doesn't happen in one fairy-tale moment but instead takes its time in unfolding.

And the new life, full of abundance, is not without its suffering. But it's mostly a straightforward kind of grief or loss that comes to everyone just because of the nature of life and death. It contrasts greatly with the artificial feeling of smothering resentment and deprivation that preceded it. When combined with Montgomery's descriptions of the beauty of the natural world, the abundant life feels like the natural (in the Romantic sense of oneness-with-nature) and the cramped world feels manufactured, with everything that word connotes.

Anne and Valancy and Jane all walk this same road. So do some of the supporting characters like Leslie Moore. It's a story I never get tired of.

Also another similarity between Jane and Valancy is the hated cousin who fits into the world of the family perfectly and who constantly reminds our heroine that she's not what the family wants. And it stings...even though our heroine doesn't want to be who the family wants her to be. She has to leave the family's expectations and demands behind to find a life that fits her. She's been made to feel as though she is the one who is wrong and that's why she doesn't fit in, and she discovers that that world was simply wrong for her, and placed in another context, she fits perfectly.

As the rainbow polka-dot sheep in my family, that is a major Mood.

#birth families as a place of constriction feels very queer to me#i know lmm's depiction of birth families is more complicated than that#there are certainly other ways she frames them#but this one rings particularly true for me


What I'm currently reading:

+ Wild Faith by Talia Lavin. This one has been much-anticipated by me personally, as I am a big fan of Talia in general. I will have much to say when I finish it, I'm sure.

+ The Friend Zone Experiment by Zen Cho. I am reading this because Zen Cho is cool, but I thought it would have fantasy elements a la Black Water Sister and instead it is a straightforward contemporary romance. But it's engaging enough to keep reading, so we'll see if I end up bouncing off of it as I do virtually every contemporary romance I read or if it mysteriously works for me.
chestnut_pod: A close-up photograph of my auburn hair in a French braid (Default)

[personal profile] chestnut_pod 2024-11-06 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
That's a lovely set of remarks on Montgomery.
evewithanapple: mary looking down | <lj user="evewithanapple"</lj> (alienist | one long season of wanting)

[personal profile] evewithanapple 2024-11-06 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
The interesting thing to me about Montgomery's motif of "person living a circumscribed life finds love and freedom" is that in many ways, she did live that dream. She left her grandparents' house, got an education, married and had a family, and traveled around the world - in addition to becoming a famous, beloved author! - but in the end it didn't really make her happy, because she had severe clinical depression that no outside forces were going to change. It makes me think of that tumblr post about The Vitamin, how the dream of every person with depression is "if I just fixed this one thing, everything would be better," but - as my therapist pointed out to me - even if you (general depressed person you) achieve all your goals, that sense of worthlessness is never going to go away without being tackled at the root. So Anne and Valancy and Jane and Leslie find happiness by changing their material circumstances, but their author never could, because it wasn't her surroundings that held her down - it was her own brain.

I don't like saying "well the author went through X so clearly that's why the characters go through X," but man! Reading her biography sure cast a lot of new light on her writing!
evewithanapple: kevin and annie say goodbye | <lj user="evewithanapple"</lj> (copper | find an open hand)

[personal profile] evewithanapple 2024-11-06 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
To be honest, I don't know if any marriage - or singledom - would have helped. She and Ewan probably could have made a decent go of it if they weren't both mentally ill in such a way that made them the worst possible people to support each other through the bad times. And if she'd stayed single, she would have missed having kids, which she desperately wanted - but when she married and did have kids, they made things worse! (Well, one of them did. The other one just got stuck in the path of all the dysfunction.) There's always a "what if" but in her case, there was always that gnawing unhappiness underneath it all. This passage from the biography really got to me:

"Maud knew by this time that her mind was its own place, and as John Milton had put it, it could 'make a Heaven out of Hell, a Hell of Heaven.' . . . when her nerves were in bad shape, her intellectual understanding of her state and its causes did nothing to reorient her to what should have been, and what could have been - a feeling of having made a remarkable success of her life, despite many trials along the way, trials that would have destroyed a person with less personal discipline. Because she lacked an unshakeable sense of self-worth, her fluctuating self-image made her especially sensitive to external slurs and this made her increasingly vulnerable to depression. It could be a self-perpetuating downward spiral." (p. 467)


Because . . . yep. That's depression! And she had professional affirmation in ways that most of us will never come close to, but even that didn't help.
whimsyful: arang_1 (Default)

[personal profile] whimsyful 2024-11-06 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes I had very similar feelings on Not Quite a Husband. Loved the character dynamic (Bryony <3) and setup and flashbacks, didn't love that the way the author chose to use a life threatening situation to give the characters a kick in the pants to resolve their personal issues is via the Swat Valley Uprising. I have this weird thing with Sherry Thomas romances where I do think she's very talented, and usually 80-90% of what she's doing really really works for me but 10-20% of it really doesn't. But when she hits for me she really hits.

Re: The Friend Zone Experiment I actually think the cover and marketing it as a contemporary rom-com does it a disservice, because the book is quite a bit darker and more serious than what they lead one to expect. I did end up liking it, but I had to readjust my genre expectations.

I really should start reading more Montgomery! (Have only read The Blue Castle and the Anne series).
whimsyful: arang_1 (Default)

[personal profile] whimsyful 2024-11-07 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Thomas is a good writer! I can see why people adore her! I like a lot of what she's doing! But the stuff I don't like...I really don't like!
I do think you might like some of the other books much better! Ravishing the Heiress for example, also had a heroine I loved and amazing flashback/dual timeline sections but in a really well done arranged marriage slow burn allies-to-friends-to-lovers with no icky colonialism, if you're willing to give her another shot.

READ EMILY!!! Moving it up the tbr!