Honestly though, you have nothing to worry about because you've read approximately 6 metric tons of smutty fanfic in your fandom tenure so you know. You already know how to write it well, you really do. And the thing is, even though you don't yet have sexual experience with another person, you must know your own body and how different touches feel in different places, right? And all of that is relevant. At least, I should think so. Your characters' sex really should not be an amalgamation of your own sexual experiences anyway, however prolific they may be, because your characters are not you or your partner(s). So it's going to be different, and it should be.
I guess I just want to encourage you to give yourself a break - all the smut you've written so far has been glorious. And let me tell you something. It is not every author who can write an entire chapter of foreplay (and not even really get going into the foreplay yet! Holy crap I'm so excited because they haven't even really started so there's SO MUCH MORE TO COME! I'm such a lucky reader!) the way you did in Ch 6 of WSD and do it with the level of finesse you pulled off. It was incredibly sexy and intimate, and also had a real sense of fun and whimsy - because you made it about Sungyeol and Woohyun - and you are also successfully making it first time sex from a girl's perspective - I completely believed every nuance of Sungyeol feeling something as simple as how it feels to have hands hold his breasts - or the nervous rush of feelings when the panties finally come off and he's naked in a totally new way in front of Woohyun. Having someone's eyes on you like that can be really emotionally overwhelming (even if you've always had lady parts! :D) and you just - you got that so perfectly. Everything else will flow. I'm certain of it - you have nothing to worry about.
I'll also reiterate my offer to test read pieces of it if you want a second set of eyes - or just chat about stuff if you want to. I will be home all day today. I have absolutely zero problem talking about sex if you want to chat at all about any nuts and bolts, so to speak, as you get things written. :) It doesn't embarrass me in the slightest - and believe me, as a nurse who takes care of women who are pregnant, trying to get pregnant, or recently had babies, I have discussed and seen IT ALL. (I don't know how I can talk about this stuff with no problem at all but as soon as I start writing I begin blushing like crazy - SILLY)
You are aces, and your het!porn will be gorgeous. No worries at all.
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Honestly though, you have nothing to worry about because you've read approximately 6 metric tons of smutty fanfic in your fandom tenure so you know. You already know how to write it well, you really do. And the thing is, even though you don't yet have sexual experience with another person, you must know your own body and how different touches feel in different places, right? And all of that is relevant. At least, I should think so. Your characters' sex really should not be an amalgamation of your own sexual experiences anyway, however prolific they may be, because your characters are not you or your partner(s). So it's going to be different, and it should be.
I guess I just want to encourage you to give yourself a break - all the smut you've written so far has been glorious. And let me tell you something. It is not every author who can write an entire chapter of foreplay (and not even really get going into the foreplay yet! Holy crap I'm so excited because they haven't even really started so there's SO MUCH MORE TO COME! I'm such a lucky reader!) the way you did in Ch 6 of WSD and do it with the level of finesse you pulled off. It was incredibly sexy and intimate, and also had a real sense of fun and whimsy - because you made it about Sungyeol and Woohyun - and you are also successfully making it first time sex from a girl's perspective - I completely believed every nuance of Sungyeol feeling something as simple as how it feels to have hands hold his breasts - or the nervous rush of feelings when the panties finally come off and he's naked in a totally new way in front of Woohyun. Having someone's eyes on you like that can be really emotionally overwhelming (even if you've always had lady parts! :D) and you just - you got that so perfectly. Everything else will flow. I'm certain of it - you have nothing to worry about.
I'll also reiterate my offer to test read pieces of it if you want a second set of eyes - or just chat about stuff if you want to. I will be home all day today. I have absolutely zero problem talking about sex if you want to chat at all about any nuts and bolts, so to speak, as you get things written. :) It doesn't embarrass me in the slightest - and believe me, as a nurse who takes care of women who are pregnant, trying to get pregnant, or recently had babies, I have discussed and seen IT ALL. (I don't know how I can talk about this stuff with no problem at all but as soon as I start writing I begin blushing like crazy - SILLY)
You are aces, and your het!porn will be gorgeous. No worries at all.