Because I think most of it is his insecurity of not quite trusting anyone to love him enough to stay and mostly of just never believing that anything will ever work out for him ("I'm crap and useless and I always fuck everything up") or be good for him, but on the other hand, I think it's also because he really doesn't know her enough to trust her.
Totally agree. I really believe that he is 100% sincere there. But it is way too soon.
Because I also feel like people say, “Sid loves Cassie,” way more than I actually see him loving her? Like, I don’t doubt that he could. But I just don’t feel like the evidence is there onscreen? So what I envision post-series is him finding her in NY and them getting to know each other and her getting help for her mental issues—help that really helps, not Abby’s mom’s loony bin—and then really falling in love.
YES THIS TOTALLY MAKES SENSE AND IS WHAT I WANT FOR THEM TOO. lol, did I actually just say that I want 2 fictional characters to get together and fall in love and learn how to have a functional relationship? IDEK.
AND THEN SID BREAKS DOWN JUST BREAKS DOWN WHILE THAT MUSIC IS PLAYING AND TONY CATCHES HIM WHEN HE CRUMPLES AND MY BOOOOOOOOOOOOOYS.
OH MAN. OH MAN. IT JUST WRECKS ME. WRECKS ME. I cannot even watch some of these episodes in company.
When he says, "Chelle, I'm so lonely," and she says, "I know," I yell MY HEEEEEEEEEEEARRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTT!!!!
AND THIS TOO. The way he just SAYS that, and I am SOBBING. This show. I feel like it really, really hits home, it gets loneliness. Which every good work of fiction should get. Because it is a state of being. What am I saying. Feelings.
I think he actually loves Michelle more than he lets on, too. I think he loves her more than he’s comfortable with, and that’s why he treats her badly, because he can’t handle that.
Yes. But more than that, I think he really honestly relies on Michelle to not give up on him. Michelle shouldn't trust Tony for many good reasons, but Tony trusts Michelle. He trusts her to put up with his shit. And then part of his arc is learning that he actually has to work to earn that. I love these kids. They are the best developed romantic relationship on the show, in my view.
And I realize that they are MY SHIP with their last scene in the finale:
my feelings let me show you them: part one.
Because I think most of it is his insecurity of not quite trusting anyone to love him enough to stay and mostly of just never believing that anything will ever work out for him ("I'm crap and useless and I always fuck everything up") or be good for him, but on the other hand, I think it's also because he really doesn't know her enough to trust her.
Totally agree. I really believe that he is 100% sincere there. But it is way too soon.
Because I also feel like people say, “Sid loves Cassie,” way more than I actually see him loving her? Like, I don’t doubt that he could. But I just don’t feel like the evidence is there onscreen? So what I envision post-series is him finding her in NY and them getting to know each other and her getting help for her mental issues—help that really helps, not Abby’s mom’s loony bin—and then really falling in love.
YES THIS TOTALLY MAKES SENSE AND IS WHAT I WANT FOR THEM TOO. lol, did I actually just say that I want 2 fictional characters to get together and fall in love and learn how to have a functional relationship? IDEK.
AND THEN SID BREAKS DOWN JUST BREAKS DOWN WHILE THAT MUSIC IS PLAYING AND TONY CATCHES HIM WHEN HE CRUMPLES AND MY BOOOOOOOOOOOOOYS.
OH MAN. OH MAN. IT JUST WRECKS ME. WRECKS ME. I cannot even watch some of these episodes in company.
When he says, "Chelle, I'm so lonely," and she says, "I know," I yell MY HEEEEEEEEEEEARRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTT!!!!
AND THIS TOO. The way he just SAYS that, and I am SOBBING. This show. I feel like it really, really hits home, it gets loneliness. Which every good work of fiction should get. Because it is a state of being. What am I saying. Feelings.
I think he actually loves Michelle more than he lets on, too. I think he loves her more than he’s comfortable with, and that’s why he treats her badly, because he can’t handle that.
Yes. But more than that, I think he really honestly relies on Michelle to not give up on him. Michelle shouldn't trust Tony for many good reasons, but Tony trusts Michelle. He trusts her to put up with his shit. And then part of his arc is learning that he actually has to work to earn that. I love these kids. They are the best developed romantic relationship on the show, in my view.
And I realize that they are MY SHIP with their last scene in the finale:
"We were good, weren’t we?"
"We were better than that."
OMG LAUREN. OTP-GASM. AFLVKA;FKDJAF.