CONNOR. actually. can't even. what kills me the most is that ats' canon is SO TIGHT. even the things i hate about it are well explained or logically fanwanked into submission. and then btvs comes along, or rather angel goes to btvs, and it messes it all up.

oh, well - angel around buffy isn't angel. he disappears around her. this is part of the reason why i find them fascinating, and if end of days hadn't happened, i actually would have little to no qualms with them as a ship because they're too fucked up and and too fascinating for something as simple as hatred.

but end of days did happen. and it was a betrayal of every single fucking thing i care about in this 'verse, and i will take that out on b/a forever. and also joss.

always joss.