!!!!!! WHY IS THIS NOT IN MY LIFE. it's like this quoooooote

I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.

aka omg anais nin PLEASE DESCRIBE MY SOUL MORE I DARE YOU. i fucking love that woman.