I think it's because part of my brain has always, for some backward reason, operated on the (il)logic that everybody on my flist writes fic as in fanfiction, and I only write cracky original fic, ergo I am not cool enough and nobody would be interested. Which I know is totally silly! Because while original fic is very rare, it does pop up from time to time on my flist, and it's awesome! And mean to post things, and then...I never do.

Also I have this irritating thing where I am not bereft of ideas or writers' blocked at all, but every time I try to write lately I become DISCOURAGED because it isn't PERFECT. *ridiculous*